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You are the reason why even in the saddest parts of my life, I'll smile.
The reason when they ask me..
what is my definition of a beautiful life..
I'll just sit and smile...
The reason when i'm thrown in the midst of confusion,
The reason that even in betrayal,
I'll still trust.
And the reason why even in fear of pain,
I'll continue to always love...
FearThere are things that scare me…
Some of them real and some of them made up
but all the same, they're cutting me up.
My nerves are frayed like tattered threads,
What does this mean?
Are those part's just dead?
Broken is my soul in the darkest of nights,
For if i rise from the ashes,
Behold such a sight,
for whatever is left,
as eerie as it shall seem
Will be the shadow,
forever called me...
Love and Suicide?...in light of my discoveries of one of the lesser evil's called love,
i thought and believed that the matters of the heart speak in two languages..
one of death and one of eternal love and together-ness...
but upon close inspection they are identical in structure,
like they were the same molecule,
my understanding is now that the language of love and the language of suicide are
in the same scribbled notes..
One speculates how you'd die for..
And the other how you would die without...
thus enabling the factor of risk when you have to deal with either one,
will you die with me..
or die for me..
...or will i die without you...
the question you face not anyone else is how or will you try carry on?
....a truth story...And i thought back about that night i got into your car..
I thought to myself and asked myself over and over...why did i do it??
Now, just like a dam wall breaking around me,
i figured it out.. i figured out why i got in..
and the only thing that makes sense.....
because my color,
i still very much love you....
my thought's cut right through me,
the day's without you,
are just the moment's father time lets me bleed..
And trust me i'm calling out,
with every sentence i speak of you,
my heart skips required beats.
yeah, still you stop this heart
and you're gone..
it just wont stop bleeding,
But I can wait,
yeah, i can wait here bleeding out forever..
Because your the suture i crave,
the anesthetic i desire,
and even though i'm dying,
I'd be able to look into your eye's
and just smile,
because this pain ripping through my body..
would have finally,
eventually have stopped..
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